summer summer summer.
it's finally here, and i have the tan to prove it.
and everything looks better, i reckon it was the french weather (:
quite honestly, i think i have moaned enough this year. i'm sick of it. it's boring and time wasting. it doesnt help matters, if anything it makes you dwell on it and elongates the negative feelings that you're trying to bottle up. and i dont want to anymore. it's time to move on and put every single bad thing that's happened behind me and forget it. then the rest of this year can be better than ever. i have a feeling summer'10 is going to be the best yet. i have the most amazing friends who never ever fail to make me smile. i'll admit, there are those who i have little contact with now, which is a shame but if the wanted to stick around- they would. but life is good. and okay, so sometimes it doesn't always seem like it, but there are moments that are golden in life, and they're the ones to cherish. so what that sometimes it's been shit? wouldnt you rather have the shit times with the golden times rather than a mediocre life? it'll all work out eventually. and we'll all be happy again. and it'll be golden (:
oh and darling- i dont like you. i would be lying if i said i ever liked you. and yes, you were a dick. but it's not me who did it, it was you, so stop with the pathetic looks and grow the fuck up. if anything, that should be me that can act like that, but im not quite that petty. and really if it's as solid as you make out - what are you afraid i'll do? because right now, you acting like that is just pissing me off. so shut up and get out. please and thankyou (: