Have you ever had someone, a friend or family member, who you look upto with such respect that you end up idolising them and placing them on a pedastal?
The problem with this is no one could even begin to live up to expectations and it's not their fault. So when you realise what they're like or what they have become- you're disappointed. Maybe it's time to move on, and take them down from this elevated level and see them for who they really are.
It may end up being better for the both of you.
Sunday, 13 June 2010
I know I've got a long way to go but I'm only just getting started...
"A teacher asked a class to write on a piece of paper what they wanted to be when they were older. One girl wrote "When I'm older I want to be happy" The teacher said the girl misunderstood the task. But maybe it was the teacher who didn't understand"
I don't know what I want to be when I'm older.
But now, with everyone going on about it all the time- Is it time to start thinking more seriously ? Truthfully, the concept of the future terrifies me. The thought of being stuck in a dead end job that doesnt interest me is equally terrifying. With this in mind you'd think I could get my act together and actually decide- but no. Is it too much to ask to be happy and do something engaging? Isn't half the fun meant to be finding it out ? With all this talk of decisions, universities and careers- my head is spinning. When others around me know exactly what they want to do and how they are going to achieve this, the word circulating my head is FUCK.
I know what I want: I want to act, but I'm not naive enough to think this'll happen.
So for now, I'll stick with the desire to be happy. And you never know, I might end up doing something I love, I've never been one for planning (:
I don't know what I want to be when I'm older.
But now, with everyone going on about it all the time- Is it time to start thinking more seriously ? Truthfully, the concept of the future terrifies me. The thought of being stuck in a dead end job that doesnt interest me is equally terrifying. With this in mind you'd think I could get my act together and actually decide- but no. Is it too much to ask to be happy and do something engaging? Isn't half the fun meant to be finding it out ? With all this talk of decisions, universities and careers- my head is spinning. When others around me know exactly what they want to do and how they are going to achieve this, the word circulating my head is FUCK.
I know what I want: I want to act, but I'm not naive enough to think this'll happen.
So for now, I'll stick with the desire to be happy. And you never know, I might end up doing something I love, I've never been one for planning (:
Saturday, 12 June 2010
Hi My Name Is Becky (:
So, I became inspired by two of my best friends
I think it's time for a fresh start.
To put behind me old memories, nicknames and habits to show people who I really am (:
To put behind me old memories, nicknames and habits to show people who I really am (:
For the moment, I'm pretty happy.
And maybe, just maybe, that's all that counts
And maybe, just maybe, that's all that counts
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